Tuesday, August 19, 2025

Peak Summer in Olympia

 Update, Aug. 19, 2025

            Peak summer in Olympia gets a good rating from me. We’ve had a few hots days—last week it hit 94—but heat waves don’t last long. Two or three days of high temps are offset by nights that do eventually cool off and the more typical weather that follows. Three days ago the high was in the upper 60s with showers and we’ll have a couple more similar days soon. We don’t have air conditioning and will do without it since we’d only need it about ten days a year.

            My brother arrived on Aug. 1 and he left this past Thursday. I wish he could have stayed longer and he pledges to do so in January when he returns. His visit was divided roughly in two by our excursion to Springfield, MO, for the second Butler family reunion. With mom, we drove an hour to Seatac at the crack of doom, flew to Kansas City, and drove three plus hours to the Queen City of the Ozarks (a better title than Hog Princess of the Ozarks by a small margin). Quite a travel slog. Flying into Springfield is so expensive these days that the extra driving hours paid for themselves.

            But the reunion was worth the slog. Most of our cousins and spouses, some of their offspring and spouses, and a spouse to be named later attended and we had a very good time catching up. My cousins have generally inherited the sardonic humor gene and use it prolifically. Cousins Carla and Kristi presented some of the growing body of research on the Butler lineage and showed us a few mysteries that might be solvable or just as likely will produce horror novels. After the official event including a good catered dinner at the hotel meeting room, some of us gathered in the lobby for Mexican Train dominoes, using Moody house rules.

            I also had a chance to see my dad’s wife Pam and my longtime friends David and Tammy Moody. They created those domino house rules. Avoid the double blank.

            While my brother was here we took an air-conditioned drive on a hot day and saw the badly named Millersylvania State Park, which is quite beautiful, and ate out a few extra times. Brian was the big winner at the Lucky Eagle Casino before the reunion trip. And he made Nanaimo bars (online recipes easily findable) and for a recent meal, excellent cashew chicken.

            Otherwise, what’s been happening? Down time for projects and rest between semesters. I’ve been prepping two classes for the fall semester which starts Aug. 25, but I’ve enjoyed the break since about July 10 very much. One sour note—since March and April I’ve noticed more hearing loss in my right ear. I had it checked and that got elaborate: a hearing test (loss confirmed and asymmetrical which piqued the attention of the audiologist), blood tests to rule out autoimmune disease (it’s ruled out), an MRI to look for a probably benign tumor (none there, and is there a less comforting phrase than “probably benign”?), and now further audiology to determine whether I need new hearing aids. I’m listening to less music. I hope that’s temporary as these changes play out.

            Mom and I continue to watch BritBox detective/mystery series nearly every evening. Right now it’s “Father Brown,” somewhat loosely based on the title character from detective stories by G.K. Chesterton though only a few of the episodes are based on his stories and then loosely. Key term? Loosely. Brown is played by Mark Williams (Arthur Weasley in the Harry Potter films).

            Reading a Ray Bradbury short story collection (weird stories, they used to call them, sort of horror lite) right now. On deck: old novels or story collections by Robert Silverberg, Damon Knight, Walter M. Miller, Jr., and James Blish; a more recent award-winning novel, China Mountain Zhang; and outside of S-F, the novel Invisible Cities by Italo Calvino and stories by M.R. James, the Edwardian ghost story paragon. Not a serious tome in sight, because summer.

            I’m trying not to let politics bother me beyond stirring up revolutionary thoughts. When we’re done ousting Trump and company, what should be our systemic focus? Several reforms:  1) institute public financing of campaigns, 2) greatly limit or outlaw the use of personal wealth to run for office, 3) cap the total amount of wealth a person may control, because money rots politics, 4) ideally change to a party-list electoral system for the House of Representatives which would end gerrymandering, 5) declare corporations to have rights less than people and empower Congress to restrict them, 6) alter the Supreme Court though I’m conflicted about exactly how, 7) constrain the president’s pardon power, and 8) ban convicted felons from running from office.

            We might also want to charge large numbers of Trumpists with sedition, but that’s not systemic. "Let justice roll down like waters, and righteousness like an everflowing stream" (Amos 5:24, RSV).

            What’s happening with all of you? Spill. Please.

Tuesday, June 24, 2025

Trump's Exit

Prediction is often another word for illusion, and since I am not Tiresias or some other prophet from Greek mythology, I won’t attempt it. Still, everyone must go, from presidents to paramecia, and only a set number of options exist. Here are those related to Trump.

Death, Natural. He’s 79 and not in the best physical condition. Something sudden or quick is both entirely possible and not at all certain. I do not expect a narcissist to commit suicide, at least not directly, though eating lots of nachos would make him more orange and could lead to arterial catastrophe. Four sitting presidents have died in office of natural causes to date. None have died from broader natural disasters and probably neither will Trump.

Might he survive a second term (or even more, should he become an effective dictator), he’ll die eventually. Give or take Enoch and Elijah, everyone dies—Stalin, Pol Pot, Pinochet, Khrushchev, Disney. Some died as dictators, others in retirement, and we’re not sure about frozen Disney and if he might be revived at some point to fire corporate leaders.

Death, Assassination. This cannot be ruled out for any president. I do not recommend this as a course of action, both for ethical reasons and because an assassinated Trump would become a martyr to his cult and make it more likely to persist. Since four presidents have died after being shot and others have survived attempts, on a percentage basis the job is rather dangerous.

Death, Apocalyptic. With his finger on the big red button, who knows?

Incapacity, Natural Causes. Might he have a stroke or develop a disabling disease and be subject to a 25th Amendment action by his supporters? If the incapacity is serious enough. A physical disability would do the trick more certainly than mental illness (because differentiating between a mentally ill Trump and the one we currently see is problematic). When might Vice-Pres. Vance and a majority of the Cabinet make this move? I imagine only when the incapacity becomes unavoidably obvious and is unlikely to change in the short term. A serious stroke, or a coma, or some other problem in that neighborhood would be sufficient. If he did not recover, Vance could serve out the remainder of the term and inadvertently, constantly remind everyone that he’s not a cult figure to most Trumpists.

One argument Vance and others might make is that the 25th Amendment includes a method for the president to be restored to office if the president is once again able to serve.

Incapacity, Caused By an Attack. The same motives would be in play but with overlays of hagiography from Trump’s base. If the president was forced out of the action by physical injuries that did not kill him, it might be more difficult to operate those never-used portions of the 25th Amendment. Quite possibly conspiracy theory would dominate Trump’s base since for the majority of them it’s their default mode anyway. Expect accusations against Vance and possibly others, without documentation but with enormous outcries. This might easily also apply to incapacity by natural causes though then the president’s personal physician would have to be in on the conspiracy which is without a doubt what some Trumpists would say even though they might be pristinely uncontaminated by evidence.

Resignation. At the moment this seems a remote possibility. If it ever occurs, it would be forced as Nixon’s was though Trump may not be as capable of rational political analysis as Nixon, especially since he’s only a fraction as intelligent. And what moral core exists in Trump? Nixon showed traces of one, but we have no evidence that Trump would feel enough remorse and regret over any action to voluntarily resign. Stranger things have happened than a Trump resignation, but not many and not often.

Impeachment and Removal. What would it take for Republicans in Congress to unify and act against Trump in sufficient numbers to force his removal? Again, the mind boggles at what would be needed. They have swallowed whole so many mouthfuls of what most Republicans of the past would have spit out. If it ever became incontrovertible that Trump was a Russian agent, that might do the trick. But the GOP is so craven these days that the key word in that sentence is “might.” And the Democrats do not have the numbers to impeach without considerable Republican help.

Prevented From Running Again. Sure, it’s unconstitutional for Trump to stand for election again in 2028, but he’s already talked about violating the hell out of our framework of government and running anyway. But the GOP may look for a younger and more tractable candidate instead. And if he makes a serious attempt to keep power at that point, the next couple of possibilities become more likely.

Coup. Quite a few sources these days assert that Trump is alienating many in the military, and also many Democratic governors who might be able to persuade some National Guard units to help. This whole scenario is an enormous question mark since if a coup is being planned, no one is leaking the details to the Associated Press. Is one possible even if improbable? Before 2025 I’d have bet not. Now, I’m not betting at all though when pushed I’d guess that it’s not likely—yet.

Avoiding this route would be better for democracy for the long haul. Since a coup might conceivably start a civil war, it should be considered a nightmare rather than a daydream for those who despise this hideous presidency. And the precedent it would set is exactly what the delegates at the 1787 Constitutional Convention hoped to avoid.

A foreign-led coup would be unthinkable except that I wonder what the G7 leaders talk about when Trump’s not around. American craziness is automatically global craziness.

General Uprising. To paraphrase Tom Jefferson, Ben Franklin, and John Adams (what a composition committee) in paragraph two of the Declaration of Independence:  “when lengthy and frequent abuses and unlawful takeovers make clear the goal of reducing the people under despotism, it is their right and duty to throw off such government, and to create new safeguards for their future security.”

From the vantage of June, 2025, I don’t know when or if a revolt might occur. But our respect for authority must end when that authority abuses people regularly and systematically. Or, if you prefer, our respect for the Constitution and constitutional process must supersede our deference to any person regardless of position. If some members of the Supreme Court argue the opposite, then the general uprising might need to take them into custody as well. Not only presidents are capable of abuse. And I’d rather trust the ideas of Madison and Hamilton than those of Thomas and Alito.

What would happen to Trump if enough people rose up? He might escape to a friendly haven (Dubai? Moscow?). He might disappear, by which I mean that he would be taken to a secret location and kept there, alive or dead. He might be summarily executed as Ceausescu and Gaddafi were. Or, he might be captured, placed on trial, and given either life in prison or the death penalty. All of these options are not simply uncharted waters, but oceans on planets we have not yet discovered.

Conclusion. I cannot predict, or guess, or speculate about how Trump’s presidency and life will end, but they will, as certainly as we are all mortal (even Keith Richards). Our corrupt and amoral and narcissistic and generally foolish president will some day die or be incapacitated or leave office some other way.

Is it wrong to long for that moment? If we respect the Constitution and love our country, and those are under threat, then no. To quote the Declaration near its conclusion, a leader “whose character is thus marked by every act which may define a Tyrant, is unfit to be the ruler of a free people.”

Friday, May 16, 2025

Searching for Light

 Searching for light as our democracy dims to dusk.

Plenty of resistance can be found on Bluesky.

Thanks to Bruce Springsteen and Taylor Swift and other artists who've spoken out.

Pleased with GOP critics of the regime--Liz and Adam and a handful of others.

Cheered to see a few outspoken Democratic members of Congress pushing back hard. Bravo to Cory Booker especially.

Thankful for the courts though they may need to turn some double plays to help us catch up.

Thousands of people work for public good every day just in my part of the South Puget Sound.

Those who value the Constitution and human rights will persist, no doubt about it.

One way or another, the sun will rise and light will flood back. Until then, hold your candles and lanterns high and work for the day.

Saturday, March 29, 2025

From the Land of Rainfall

 Since the move to Olympia, I have not been in touch enough with many of my friends. This post may help a little, though actual conversations will be even better.

How's it going? Like this:

  • I'm teaching three online classes this semester and dealing with the red tape and required trainings of two colleges
  • unpacked with my brother for days after his and Mom's stuff arrived; a transfomer blowout killed the power while the movers were unloading
  • had major problems with the moving company at all points of the process; I would not recommend them for any task including breathing
  • unpacked my stuff on my own; it filled the garage, which only two days ago finally had room for my car
  • bought and licensed a used car in very good condition
  • supervised a bunch of renovations, including installation of a stair lift for Mom (which took weeks because of a glacial state permit process), replacement of a furnace--in the attic, replacement of a stove (a gift from my brother), installation of a step-in shower for Mom in place of a tub shower (still waiting to get the doors for the shower installed), minor repairs and drywall work by a good handyman, and I'm sure I'm forgetting others
  • helped mom with unpacking and sorting
  • cooked nearly all evening meals plus shopped for all the groceries and other things
  • drove Mom to hair appointments and so far one doctor's appointment
  • had a doctor's appointment myself
  • rearranged rooms and furniture
  • tried to settle in to my bedroom I'm at about 75%
  • hung wall art with my brother though I have a bunch of smaller ones to hang on my own
  • changed addresses and set up new accounts for things like internet, power, HOA, etc.
  • wrestled mightily with Kaiser Permanente procedures and systems not designed for use by humans
  • ran into ridiculous numbers of electronic and online roadblocks as I tried to do simple tasks
  • figured out where pharmacies and grocery stores and Home Depot and shredding services and Trader Joe's and Costco and other things are, though that's still in process
  • took astonishing amounts of corrugated cardboard and plain (moving) wrapping paper to the county recycle center along with glass; both glass and cardboard can't be put in recycling bins here
  • recycled used electronics and scrap metal and a burned-out CFL bulb
  • donated a whole bunch of stuff that we decided we never should have moved to Goodwill; gave away an extra office chair to the handyman
  • tried to get on a routine schedule during the week, but both Mom and I are still adjusting and so I forget to check the mail or come back inside to find my glasses when I'm about to drive somewhere, or we forget where we stashed something
  • doubtless I'm forgetting other major items

Busy is putting it too gently.

But there's much to like here. The land of rainfall and humidity has improved my allergies and dry skin. I've enjoyed spending more time with Mom. The south Puget Sound boasts good bookstores, libraries, and restaurants though I haven't had a chance to try many of the latter yet. Trees including many evergreens are everywhere. It's fun exploring a new area--I've just started and there's much more to come. It's another blue state--several neighbors have Ukraine flags up and one down the block posted an LGBTQ+ support sign. All the contractors and installers and such that we've encountered have been pleasant, talkative, and skilled at what they do. On all socio-geographic accounts, so far so good.

Gas today at a nearby Costco is $3.69 a gallon.

Plus I won $100.15 playing just $20 on a Planet Moolah slot machine yesterday at the Lucky Eagle Casino south of here. I've been checking out the local Indian casinos for an upcoming lunch-and-slots outing with Mom, or at least that's my excuse.

I have not had time yet to make new friends here, though now that house renovations are in later stages I hope to make that more of a priority.

And I miss my friends. All of you Bay Area people, I wish I could see you and hang out and sip beverages while talking and laughing until after midnight. I hope to visit briefly in August, so maybe we can arrange some of that.

I think of you often and wish you were here.


Wednesday, October 30, 2024

Is Donald Trump a Fascist?

 Please read the whole thing (less than 1700 words), but here’s a hint: it’s not about ideology but about behavior.

As a political scientist, I approach the application of the term “fascist” to any contemporary figure with caution.

My reluctance is based on three major reservations. First, people often use the term pejoratively, sometimes out of ignorance, and not technically. Just ask President Obama. Second, using a term so closely connected to particular historical figures such as Mussolini, Hitler, and Franco can be misleading when we consider how the term might be used at present about far-right authoritarian figures such as Viktor Orbán of Hungary. The historical context might actually distract us from understanding contemporary varieties of fascism. Third, in political theory this term is essentially contested, meaning that no consensus definition exists.

Still, since the term is flying around like Mr. Trump’s hair in the wind, I’d like to decide whether it is appropriate.

A variety of definitions for fascism have been suggested by political theorists, politicians, and cultural commentators. I’ve selected a recent one from the throng that seems to shed the most light on the current situation. (Several others are similar in large degree; if we can’t come to a consensus definition, it seems to me that political theorists can probably agree on three-quarters of the term’s meaning.)

The definition I’ll use is by Columbia history professor emeritus Robert Paxton from his book, The Anatomy of Fascism (Vintage Press, 2005, on page 218):

“A form of political behavior marked by obsessive preoccupation with community decline, humiliation or victimhood and by compensatory cults of unity, energy and purity, in which a mass-based party of committed nationalist militants, working in uneasy but effective collaboration with traditional elites, abandons democratic liberties and pursues with redemptive violence and without ethical or legal restraints goals of internal cleansing and external expansion.”

Taking relevant phrases one-by-one will serve as my evaluation of Mr. Trump and his supporters. (I must evaluate his supporters at least generally; fascism may feature one man but must be, by most definitions, a mass movement.)

1) “obsessive preoccupation with community decline”—At the core of Trump’s message, this theme drives much of the rest. He asserts, and his followers declare, that America has fallen from greatness (in no particularly defined way). The “Make America Great Again” slogan sums this up neatly. This theme has been visible in his bashing of many American cities as crime-ridden and decrepit though this view is not factually in line with a number of recent trends in many cities.

2) “humiliation or victimhood”—This sums up Trump’s hazy views of foreign policy and helps explain some of his haphazard actions in that sphere. America, he says, is treated as second-rate by China and disdained by Iran and ignored by others in the international realm. Bluster and isolated military action (for instance in Syria) were his response. Trump also evokes as victims the citizens who are working class or small business owners, not prospering economically, white, and male. The fact that Trump, a big business owner who has shown little concern for workers in his own dealings, perhaps causes some measure of this victimization is an irony apparently invisible to many of his supporters.

3) “compensatory cults of unity, energy, and purity”—Trump pays ample lip service to unity, by which he means absolute agreement with him. He continues to tout his energy (and that of his supporters), but in the current campaign has often looked tired and has rambled bizarrely, causing many observers to question his fitness. He has since 2015 continually disparaged immigrants as a form of support for white American purity. Some of those comments are so extreme (“they’re eating cats”) that they provoke laughter—and then deep concern that he would say such nonsense and be taken seriously by anyone.

4) “mass-based party of committed nationalist militants”—This seems to be how he regards his base, though because they number about a third of the electorate, he must also appeal to independent voters. The ultranationalist commitment of many Trump backers, and their willingness to excuse anything he says and does, remains as clear now as ever. Also, some of his most militant supporters include the KKK, American Nazis, and other white nationalists who exhibit fascist characteristics.

5) “working in uneasy but effective collaboration with traditional elites”—The Republican Party to a great extent has become the Cult of Trump. Leaders such as Sen. Mitch McConnell disparage Trump on occasion but usually treat him as the party leader and support him in public. Many in the GOP back him without question or reservation despite the anti-democratic comments he has made and actions he took as president. A large minority of prominent GOP officials and staffers have refused to cooperate with him this election, including his own former vice-president and more than half of his cabinet officers plus many from previous Republican administrations and former-nominee Mitt Romney’s staff. Still, the bulk of the GOP, the traditional elites, support him. Also, economic elite contributions to Trumpist candidates for office continue to flood in. Would many GOP leaders wish for a different candidate? Yes, but despite their misgivings, they did nothing to make that happen.

6) “abandons democratic liberties”—He’d like to. He does not respect democratic process or norms, civil rights, freedom of the press, separation of powers, and ethics laws and norms. The list of events in which Trump has thwarted or attempted to thwart the rule of law is too long to catalog—if a person is unaware of it, that’s simply self-delusion. In particular, his disdain for the electoral process (or rather his warped view of it) has continued unchanged from his 2015 candidacy.

7) “pursues with redemptive violence and without ethical or legal restraints”—Trump has incited violence, both during the 2016 campaign and during his term, particularly against scapegoated groups. He incited violence on Jan. 6, 2021, in what may be most accurately called sedition. His verbal attacks in this regard have almost no parallels in the history of presidents. And, as stated in 2016, “does Trump have personal ethical restraints? Have we seen any? (I’ll state this as an open question in the hope that someone will point out when he took an ethical stand that would not also result in some benefit to himself. My internal reference point on this topic is the Trump University scam and his series of lies by way of explanation.)”

8) “goals of internal cleansing and external expansion”—Trump’s internal cleansing as president took the form of deportations of undocumented people with no clear strategy or consistency; the targeting of Muslims from particular countries but not others (with no rationale to explain the distinction); the targeting of sanctuary cities, which are usually liberal and opposed to Trump in general; withdrawal of federal support for the civil rights of particular groups of citizens (for example, people of color and the gay and transgender communities); and vicious attacks on the free press. So far, Trump has not emphasized territorial expansion, though bellicose actions and rhetoric without a clear rhyme and reason were his presidential norm (as with Syria, NATO, Iran, and North Korea). He appears to be isolationist rather than expansionist. However, the “internal cleansing” agenda, including threats to his political opponents if he should be elected again, is clear.

A few relevant items may be added to Paxton’s description.

He has spoken and acted in such a way that he received the endorsement of white nationalist groups and leaders. They are in essence fascists. His endorsement by both Jean-Marie Le Pen and Marine Le Pen, the famed French fascists, is in keeping with this theme.

He holds no respect at all for fact and truth. If he truly believes all the contradictory things he says, then he has a serious psychological problem. If he does not, he’s an opportunistic, manipulative, and constant liar. Many fascist leaders historically have exhibited this characteristic—indeed, have specialized in it.

As president he surrounded himself with far-right advisors—that is, when he was not engaged in nepotism.

He cannot, for more than a few minutes at a time, behave publicly as presidents need to behave. His erratic statements and visceral loathing for anyone who disagrees with him—his bullying threats, his personal put-downs—are not remotely presidential and are unworthy of that office. (They are, however, reminiscent of a couple of famous fascist dictators.)

Finally, theorists speak often of a charismatic leadership principle in fascism. Trump’s few policy statements are notoriously vague, inconsistent (some are fairly liberal, some conservative), and frequently incomprehensible. The most famous is probably his grand claim that he would make Mexico pay for his “beautiful wall.” How would he make China kowtow to American trade interests? How could he accomplish any of the changes he advocated? Trump’s answer: he will do these things through the force of his personality and will.

But of course he was not able to. He had enough charisma to get elected in 2016—barely. He does not have enough to govern effectively, or to gain the cooperation of enough people in government to achieve his goals. For example, his failure to effectively address the COVID-19 pandemic created quarrels inside his administration and contributed to his loss to Biden in 2020.

Is Trump a fascist? Not ideologically, because he’s not ideologically much of anything except a plutocrat. However, to the extent he was able as president, he acted, functioned, as a fascist.

And that means it’s time for Americans of all political stripes to stop him, by any legal and ethical means, for example in the 2024 election.

What’s at stake? For Republicans, your political party is being undermined and sullied by this crass authoritarian. For all of us, the stakes are our liberties, our identity as Americans, and ultimately ourselves.

 

Note: During the 2016 presidential campaign, I posted an evaluation entitled, “Does This Term Fit That Candidate?” I updated it in August, 2017, after half a year of a Trump presidency. Now, with the 2024 election less than a week away, here are further thoughts. I’ve revised all earlier comments.

Tuesday, February 28, 2023

Setting a Book Aside

 2/25/23

          About two years ago, I picked up a Thomas Merton book and read a few pages and put it down and later gave it away.

          Merton wrote about the virtues and benefits of solitude.

          He knew what he wrote about, having lived and contemplated for years as a monk and many people I know appreciated his ideas, among them Kris. The book was his, found in one of the boxes of papers I sorted through alongside photographs and fifteen-year-old notes from friends and piles of ancient receipts and ephemera. I kept a handful of his books and gave others away.

          I’d always thought I might read Merton, having encountered him at essay length and wanting more. But at that moment reading a paean to solitude jabbed me, reopening fresh wounds.

          In early 2021 we neared the end of the first plague year. I’d been cut off from nearly all friends and family for months, and Kris had succumbed to cancer the previous August. Solitude, like any good form of discipline, can become too extreme. Circumstance had isolated me so extensively that I was probably clinically depressed but that didn’t seem unusual or special at the time since so many people experienced that, then. I missed Kris terribly. I saw a few friends once a week, people who were already Covid survivors as I was, and that kept me going. Barely. Solitude in excess nearly cut off my air.

          Sometimes a good book arrives at the wrong moment. I may take it up again or another Merton title someday. We’ll see—because today I ran across the following prayer from the same book, words I don’t recall having read before, but they became at once my prayer too.

Merton wrote, “My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end. Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so. But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you. And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing. I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire. And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the right road, though I may know nothing about it. Therefore I will trust you always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death. I will not fear, for you are ever with me, and you will never leave me to face my perils alone” (from Thoughts on Solitude, 1956).

Wednesday, June 22, 2022

Time Waits for No One

Waiting.

Waiting for an email response from a local non-profit that I’m trying to donate some in-package printer cartridges to. This is the third organization contacted; the first took a full week to respond.

Also, I’m waiting for a message or call from a key person before we can proceed with setting up an event. (Vague on purpose.)

And I’m waiting for a local jeweler to reply to an email about setting up an appraisal and possible sale of a number of Kris’s old items. (This was the earliest I could face doing it, a year and ten or so months after his exit, so before this I was waiting on myself.)

Also waiting for a response from my medical provider to a question about how much it will cost if I start using a recommended prescription medication. Waiting since last Thursday.

And, more immediately, I’m waiting for students to submit an assignment due today so that I can grade them. So far five people have turned it in though there are twenty-five in the class.

Other waits are happening though they are less tied to specific moments. I’m waiting for social opportunities to resume at full tilt. I’m waiting for news, later this summer, about whether I’ll be teaching in person with a mask on in the fall. Waiting to see what the United Methodist Church will become as it whirls apart over LGBTQ inclusion. And I’m waiting to meet a special someone (though plans to make that happen keep shifting and evaporating like a movie project in Development Hell).

At least I’m not waiting on a list of songs about time and waiting. They keep popping into my head.

“Time Is On My Side,” Irma Thomas, ripped off by the Rolling Stones.

“Tired of Waiting for You,” the Kinks. And so perfectly languid.

“Wonderful Tonight,” Eric Clapton, about waiting for his wife to get dressed to go out.

“Anticipation,” Carly Simon. “Making me wait.”

“Sooner or Later,” the Grass Roots, but I do not agree with the inevitability implied.

“Stranded,” Van Morrison. He sounds cheerfully resigned.

“You Can’t Hurry Love,” the Supremes. Painfully accurate.

“Time the Conqueror,” Jackson Browne. Among the conquered are all of us.

“The Waiting,” Tom Petty. Yes, it’s the hardest part, just as he says.

Plenty of other songs describe aspects of this universal experience, John Mayer’s “Waiting for the World to Change” and “I’ll Be Waiting” by Adele among them. Like the writers of those songs, I’m tired of watching the world take so long to change; of friendships and relationships progressing at what feels like such a slothful pace.

It’s possible to make quite a playlist but instead of taking the time to do so I declare myself ready for all these waits to be done.

Because, as Mick and Keith say in another Stones song, “Time waits for no one/And it won’t wait for me.”

Prayers of the Night

 I've just published a novella, Prayers of the Night, on Kindle. It responds to a question that occurred to me many years ago--what woul...